It's an empty journey to triumph if you don't plant the seeds of catastrophe along the way
I believe that I have previously mentioned that all the philosophy I have ever
needed I have learned from
cartoons. So, I hope the lack
of that one from laziness is only due to lag (my vote is to dump "Fudge
Factor"). Anyway, I am persisting with
GEB and am generally
enjoying it. I don't buy the notion that there's any kind of common premise
but taken as a simple discourse it is quite entertaining (if a little
condescending). I enjoyed the Game Theory books more. My main evening read is
a selection from the library's big P.K.Dick collection as I need to make the
most of it while it is available.
I am no longer lying on the bed with my laptop as I post this. Instead the
landlord has installed a few wireless reapeaters throughout the building so,
while the strength is "poor", I haven't had to drag my desk over to the door
to allow my PCI/PCMCIA adaptered card in my desktop to make contact.
Hurray!
As a bizarre coincidence I noticed Mr. Neakums' post on 12
Monkeys after just having returned the library's (VHS) copy for the
umpteenth time. My other selections had been the Director's version of
Jackie Brown (worth tolerating Mr. Tarantino's rambling to see
the very funny alternative opening) and the Director's version of In the
Mood for Love. I need to borrow the latter again as I didn't make the
most of it. I appreciated them including in the booklet the text of Liu
Yi-Chang's Intersection / Tête-Bêche which was the inspiration
for the fillum.
Life has suddenly become interesting as I have an interview next Friday in
Foster City. I don't know how to rate my chances but it would be perfect if I
could land it. Current management have done many annoying things but one
heartening thing to hear is that I have done a reasonable job as a supervisor
so all of my technicians are considered in line for promotion. That would
allow me to leave with a clear conscience.
So, provisionally, I am calling FNICNAFS for the 10th, or maybe I could do
brunch on the 11th as the return flight isn't until the evening. I'll be south
of BART but I can try and do something with SaMTrans or I'll get a taxi or
shuttle. Anyone interested?
It lives!
Well, maybe if they're mile-long stilts they can.
Blah blah blah...
After hearing so much about it I finally brought home a copy of
Gödel
Escher Bach from the library. After three
nights of tough reading I have finally made my way through the
"Twentieth-anniversary Preface". Since I am a complete
know-nothing I can blithely offer the opinion that Mr. Hofstadter has a HUGEly
high opinion of himself and his work. I hope that
this isn't going to be another
ZatAoMM literary
masturbation-fest. I am persisting. When it gets too annoying I
alternate with a book I found nearby on the shelf. John L. Casti's
Five
Golden Rules is very readable. He covers
Game Theory (Minimax), Topology (Fixed-Point), Singularity Theory (Morse),
Computation (Halting) and Optimisation (Simplex). My
maths knowledge is too poor to apreciate the details but otherwise the
material is quite accessible. After digging into the
first chapter I headed straight back to the library to pick up some more books
on Game Theory and now I tend to see situations
in my life in terms of payoff matrices.
My viewing has been varied. I watched Tim Burton's Ed Wood which
is worth seeing if only for Martin Landau's amazing
portrayal of Bela Lugosi. He's come a very long way since Mission
Impossible and Space 1999. This is
another film that Bill Murray doesn't screw up. Having seen one bad film I
then plumped for Mystery Men as I had
been curious what Tom Waits was up to (and Eddie Izzard?!). Mister sanity made
a return when I picked
《千禧曼波》. This was a suprise to see as
I hadn't particularly liked
《海上花》 and so didn't know what Hou
Hsiao-Hsien was capable of (I have also seen another couple
of his films). Obviously a big part of the mood of this one came from Shu Qi's
performance but the whole setup was quite spooky.
Is there really a "Yubari International Fantastic Film Festival"? (I sure hope
so) Yikes! It seems that Pauline Chan killed
herself the year after the film was released.
A decision was made to put laboratory workers in our departmnent on a hearing
monitoring programme. This is probably because
all the labs now each have several mass spectrometers and their turbo pumps
can really scream. Even though I only make token lab
appearances lately I wasn't exempt and so was tested (sit in a soundproof box
with headphones and listen for the beeps). I was
pleasantly surprised to find that, despite the heavy metal concerts in my
youth, my hearing is actually on the good side of
normal. A side-effect is that this means that other people are correct - I
just don't pay attention.
I'll leave out any detailed descriptions of what has been happening at work.
Suffice it to say that departmental management
were all off to another site last week and there was much rejoicing. On the
big plus side I had another mentorship meeting with
Big Science Guy and he is very interested in what I have been up to (he wants
to work on my department's management to tell them
to back off and let me do my thing - and since he is a VP he can actually do
that). I mentioned that I had been dabbling with
some transcriptional network modeling using some of the programs I mentioned
here and he
became very animated and wants me to look into it all
in more detail. I have thus been playing with Dizzy which is
quite cool. It reminds me of the simulation side of
Winnonlin (and the ODE modules have about the same capability) when specifying
microconstants but the stochastic modules are
fascinating. It is addictive running simulations of systems with only a dozen
or so molecules of reactants. I need to understand
how to compartmentalise the reactions (or actually how to shuttle species
between compartments).
I still haven't finished reassembling my "spare parts" box. The stamped
aluminium plate that covers/supports the motherboard
connectors doesn't have a hole for the ethernet port. I need to file/saw/gouge
something before I can finally put it all
together. Too many of my projects seem to trip embarassingly at the finishing
line like this. One stimulus for closure might be
that the landlord has apparently decided to fit all the units with
airconditioning. I arrived home one evening to find a note
from the landlord's agent telling me they had scouted my apartment for
locations. There was no comment about the gutted computer
with miscellaneous parts, manuals and tools spread over the living room floor.
I assume that they must have seen much worse.
Random Thoughts
Life needs tab completion for everything (and grep, of
course).
Laptop touchpads are the world's stupidest pointing device (especially when in
combination with pointing sticks as you have to
crab your hand over it to avoid touching it). They must have been invented by
those in league with people profiting from RSI
work.